Hmmm where to begin.
Bowling has been pretty fun and I have enjoyed the company. My new all time high record is 226 and my goal is a 250 by Dec. or somewhere about there. :-)
The Dixie Classic Fair was pretty fun but kinda expensive. I think all together I spent almost 50 dollars. I still have some cotton candy to finish!
Last weekend I went to go see Bryan. It was so wonderful just to be able to see him and hold him close. We had a great time and I enjoyed the time we got to spend together. I'm looking forward to seeing him this coming up weekend. I just need a hug and some love.
BUT... I have struggled a lot with the long distance here in the last couple of weeks. I can't really explain the feeling but it's there. I guess a lot of it has to do with missing my dad a lot too. The two most important men in my life are not here with me. Yea dad is with me is spirit and Bryan is 100 miles away and only a phone call away, but it's just not like it used to be. I think that my emotions have finally smacked me in the face and the one person that I want to talk to most is too busy. I'm needing that loving embrace that seems to last forever and never end. Someone to tell me that everything is going to be okay and that I will get through and overcome what lies ahead.
Work work work is all I seem to do or that's the way that it feels sometimes. If I'm not at work I'm in class or at the Bowling Alley. But work it going pretty good. I love my MWF and I'm still adjusting to my T-TH's. I have just now began to adjust to getting up before the Sun and not going to bed till after 12. I just nap in the afternoons when I have free time. hehe
It's about that time! Goodnight! :-) Much Love
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Jenn, things will get better. You have managed two plus years with a long distance relationship. The next year and a half will go by quickly. Just hang in there :)
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