How do you know?

I have a question that I would love anyone's advice on...

How do you know that the person you love is right for you?

I know this is just random, but I've been doing a lot of thinking and that is one question I'm not really sure that I can answer.

I'm just curious and was wondering what everyone else had to say about it.

If only we took the time...

I heard this Song on the radio on the way home from the bowling alley. The lyrics are so true. If we could only take the time to realize the way the other person feels and thinks the relationships would be so much easier. These lyrics in song context are beautiful. Enjoy!

"Realize"

Take time to realize,
That your warmth is. Crashing down on in.
Take time to realize,
That I am on your side
Didn't I, Didn't I tell you.

But I can't spell it out for you,
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I cant spell it out for you

If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other
And will never find another
Just realized what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other now.

Take time to realize
Oh-oh I'm on your side
Didn't I, didn't I tell you.
Take time to realize
This all can pass you by.. Didn't I tell you

But I can't spell it out for you,
No its never gonna be that simple
No I can't spell it out for you.

If you just realized what I just realized
Then we'd be perfect for each other
And we'll never find another
Just realized what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other now.

It's not always the same
No it's never the same
If you don't feel it to.
If you meet me half way
If you would meet me half way.
It could be the same for you.

If you just realized what I just realized
Then we'd be perfect for each other
And we'll never find another
Just realized what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder
Just realized what I just realized

by:Colbie Caillat

I Apologize

SO I made it seem like Bryan was horrible, but I was wrong. I apologize for blowing up and not even consulting him. I guess I just sometimes feel very lonely and out there by myself. I was out of place and I'm sorry.

We spent a wonderful weekend together and I enjoy him being home. I was just being selfish and wanting a little attention.

What can a girl do when her love is so far away? I thought maybe voicing my feeling would help but it didn't. I'll just keep those kinds of things to myself from now on.

Despising Distance

I have I said how much I HATE long distance? Well Now I have!!!! If there was a choice, I would be the last person he would even think about contacting. I get No call, No e-mail, No IM's no nada. But if is was Jamie or Steven he would be on in a moment. Do you have any Idea how old that gets after a while? Well let me tell ya! It SUCKS and it's not fair to me! But hey the Fair only comes around once a year so There isn't a damn thing that I can do about it. Well I can't wait for school to be over with. So I don't have to go through this anymore.

I love the boy to death but geez! I would drive 8 hours to see him every weekend when I was at school and we had first started dating. I would do anything for him even if it was to sacrifice something I loved and he knows that. This is the thanks I get in return. That's just life I guess?

And Yes I know that he is busy but come on. He can't be constantly doing something ALL the time. He can find time to Smash but forget about me? Sometimes I just don't understand and I wish there was a way that I could. Are all guy like this?

Well gotta run

Peace Out!

Jenn


p.s. the only way I knew he would actually read this and respond was if I posted it here.