Thursday, February 21, 2008

Despising Distance

I have I said how much I HATE long distance? Well Now I have!!!! If there was a choice, I would be the last person he would even think about contacting. I get No call, No e-mail, No IM's no nada. But if is was Jamie or Steven he would be on in a moment. Do you have any Idea how old that gets after a while? Well let me tell ya! It SUCKS and it's not fair to me! But hey the Fair only comes around once a year so There isn't a damn thing that I can do about it. Well I can't wait for school to be over with. So I don't have to go through this anymore.

I love the boy to death but geez! I would drive 8 hours to see him every weekend when I was at school and we had first started dating. I would do anything for him even if it was to sacrifice something I loved and he knows that. This is the thanks I get in return. That's just life I guess?

And Yes I know that he is busy but come on. He can't be constantly doing something ALL the time. He can find time to Smash but forget about me? Sometimes I just don't understand and I wish there was a way that I could. Are all guy like this?

Well gotta run

Peace Out!

Jenn


p.s. the only way I knew he would actually read this and respond was if I posted it here.

1 comment:

Bryan said...

Lets see....

Monday: Class 9:30 - 1:45. Studied from 2ish to dinner in the 1st floor lounge, then from dinner to bed time I was holed up in Davis library/4th floor study lounge.

Tuesday: got up early to continue studying (remember that exam I mentioned that I didn't study because I chose to hang out with you all weekend? yeah, this is catch up) until 11 am Aging class. After aging class I returned to the 4th floor lounge to study more for that exam. At 3:30 I took the exam and I guess I passed it, we'll see soon enough. After that I had dinner, then band practice, then I relaxed for the night since I had crammed so much.

Wednesday I again had class from 9:30 to 1:45. Then I came back at 2 and started to catch up on my Aging reading that I had been neglecting all week because of that exam. At 5 I had dinner, and then mens bball was on at 7, followed by the duke game (they lost!), followed by sleep.

Thursday (today!) I got up early to continue catching up on reading, then I went to aging class, then I did network hw until my stat class at 3:30, then came back here, finished my network hw, now I read this, and here I am.

And now I have to go to dinner.

Maybe if you distract me then you can talk to me. Kinda hard to get distracted otherwise.